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File created: Dec 12, 06
This
is Nadezhda Ibraeva
or
maybe these girls
 
Decembrists
5-15, Kazan
, Russia
Here is her never-ending
letter...
My love ****!!!
I am glad you have understood
me. You are in very high position in my
opinion. I am happy to hear
these words and explanation from you. It
makes me cheerful to know you
like the poem. We have common interest
in many things. I like this.
Now I am putting down one more poem.
What happens to me
When I see your eyes?
What my red lips tell
When I look at pic of you?
Craving for your moans,
Hiding all desires,
I want to comprehend your points
Of soul that attracts me.
I want to hear breath,
Press tenderly to bosom,
I wish to see the heavens view
When all will be gone.
Will you hear sorrows,
Will you know their sadness?
Will you see the heart thaw
out,
Burn everything without pains.
I hope you will like this poem.
I want us to look into all positions.
I enjoyed the discussion of
love. And in this letter I'd like to
express my view on sex. It is
an important part of relationship as
well. Is love an art? If yes,
then it demands knowledge and efforts or
perhaps love is just pleasant
feeling that can be tried by chance -
something a person gets as his
fortune. Sexual desire demands union
but physical attraction is
based not only on desire to get rid of
painful tension. Sexual desire
might be inspired with love, trouble,
solitude, craving to conquer
and be conquered, and vanity, need to
pain and even destroy. It turns
out to be that sexual desire is
aroused or easily united with
any other strong emotion, only one of
which is love. Therefore sexual
desire in most people mind is combined
with the idea of love. People
are easily deluded that they love each
other when they feel physical
attraction. When desire of sexual union
is evoked by love, love-making
is deprived of greed, need to conquer
and be conquered but is full of
tenderness. If desire of physical
union isn't produced by love
and if erotic love isn't supplemented
with brotherly love, this never
leads to the unity that would become
something more than orgy unity
coming by. Sexual attraction creates an
illusion of unity for a moment
that burns down without love. Such a
brief unity keeps people
strange as they were not having been
acquainted. They even hate each
other cause after this illusion goes
away they feel aloofness
stronger than before. I want us to understand
each other in bed. It is
significant to me, you see. Sometimes I fall
asleep and see erotic dreams
where you act the main role. I take
pleasure in doing this in my
dreams. I may awake during night because
of pleasure. Don't laugh at me,
please. I think you know me and take
in this seriously. I am telling
you my dream. Listen… Well, I am
waiting for your coming to
visit me and I'm preparing for this
meeting. I'd like everything to
be ideal and you not to be
disappointed. I cooked dinner
and served the table. Then I took a
shower, washed my hair thinking
if you would like it. Starting to put
on clothes I wore some delicate
perfume on my neck, ears and other
parts. Fine silk white pants,
tango, and the same bra. Shoes with
stiletto heels. I had my hair
dried and done. My hair scattered on my
shoulders. Next I poured
glasses with wine, lit candles, turned on
music and began to wait. How
long the time went and how annoying. The
door bell stopped my waiting. I
came to the mirror, looked at myself
once again and got the door.
-Hey! It's me! - said you, coming in and
being a bit older, a trifle
broader but the same beloved and desired
as in letters. I rushed to hug
you. You pressed me to you with your
strong hands and started to
kiss my eyes, cheeks and lips. I didn't
manage and burst out crying.
Then hiding my face in your bosom I
whispered: "my love, I so much
long waited for you, my darling, my
dear". We drank a little. My
head was spinning because of both alcohol
and unreality of my waiting. I
stood up coming to you and knelt down
between your legs. I started
kissing every piece of your face and
neck. Then I unfastened your
shirt, hid my face in your bosom, lick
your papilla with my tongue
feeling your muscles tension. Lips slid
down, hands unbuttoned your
trousers. And this waited miracle is in my
hands. It's burning, pulsating
and smooth. I touch it along the full
length reveling in its measures
and resilience. I can't wait longer
bending down and feeling it in
my mouth. What a wonderful sense to
have my mouth filled out with
the male flesh. My tongue is tickled by
its tube and lips feel fever. I
fondle it with animal passion having
been gathered for five years.
My head gets on spinning of smell,
warmth and moisture. You put
your hand into my hair and your lips
uttered animal groan. Now you
are kneeling down in front of me,
putting off my shoes, tenderly
stroking my legs from foot to knee,
taking delight in the keen
nylon. Your hands slide up along my tights
and raise my dressing gown. All
is burning between my legs. Pants and
tights are wet of excitation
egesta, leaving a dark spot appeared
through nylon. You're bending
between my separated legs and start
caressing me through tights.
Then you slowly pulls them and pants off
me. Now I am open for you. You
raise my legs and put them on high arms
of a chair. Your tongue touches
my hole between buttocks. I emit a
moan cause this is the most
erogenous item of mine. You are fondling
it with tongue trying to give
me a maximum pleasure. I coil in the
chair; my head tosses from side
to side. You rise and leans against
me. I am trembling with fever
feeling heat of the excited man. Your
flesh is slowly coming in me
without pain. Very slowly, millimeter by
millimeter. Don't be scared, my
darling. I want this. I sharply move
ahead and feel it completely
inside driving me crazy and making me
almost cry. Faster and faster,
deeper and deeper. And the time it
starts beating, your wave is
transmitted to me. As well as you I fall
into the abyss of delight. At
this point I wake up and think of you. I
miss it. I many times imagined
our first intimacy. Thinking of it my
body flinches from excitement.
Drop me some lines what ideas you have
got about me concerning sex.
Write me your fantasies. It would be
pleasant to me to know them. I
love you, I can't without you, dearest
love
!!! I can't be apart from you, it's so hard!
My **** , you
are my life,
, I want to hug you so much, to feel your
warmth,
to look into your kind and
tender eyes, to feel myself happy and safe
near you, dear. I'm sure
everything will be well and the destiny will
work for us and we will be
happy together my**** .
I often think
about us and try to imagine our
life together. Sometimes I feel you so
near and close to me. I even
feel you on the distance. I feel when you
are in a high spirit and when
you are sad. I am happy when you are
happy, my love **** . I know
that our hearts will together always,
because our love is eternal,
this great feeling connects the another
people and us through a
continents. My dear, my love ****, as it
seems, this feeling great love
which includes a three basic feelings.
These feelings are a trust,
careful attitude to each other, and
complete understanding to each
other, sometimes even understanding
without words,do you agree with
me my darling? But not looking on that
the love is very strong great
feeling, it also is very fragile, realy
my dear, because only one word
or an not right action can destroy it
and already anybody willn't can
to restore this great feeling.
Probably, you will think that a
purpose of all my correspondence with
you it's only desire to leave
for USA
. Believe me my love ****,
it's not so my love, the fact
in that when I began to write to you, I
couldn't believe what it is
possible to fall in love through the
Internet. I thank God and an
Internet that we found each other in this
so large world my darling. Only
I have decided to try to do it and
that from this it has turned
out. We are me and you love each other
very much and we should be
together, because we can't withoiut each
other my darling. I have
learned much in the searches as we want to
meet each other very much.
My dearest love
man!!! I have a good great happy news for us my
darling !!! The fact in that my
aunt Svetlana have learned about all
information for my coming to
you! Svetlana has informed that she has
learned how much cost a visa
and a foreign passport too. Svetlana have
connected with Embassy and
there have said to her that it will be
better for us with you, , if I
will have the visa of a tourist. This
tourist visa B-2, the visitor
visa will valid during six months. On
this type of visa I'll can
travel till
USA
without any restrictions.
The price of this visa, as
Svetlana was informed in embassy, is 220
US
dollars. In this price includes
the process of the registration of the
visa which costs 80 US dollars.
By the way aunt Svetlana as has taken
an interest about other kinds
of the visas too, as to her have said,
that there is a set of kinds of
the visas. For example, visa of a
bride. Svetlana has thought
that this visa of bride approaches to us,
but her in Embassy have said
that this visa costs more expensively and
visa's registration costs a lot
of money. It's around 750 dollars US
and the registration of the
visa will during seven months, it is very
long and expensive! From it
because the tourist visa B-2 is the
betterest variant than visa of
bride now for us my love !
My love , I want to ask you one
thing my , I will need to ask your
help with a financial charges
for the getting all necessary documents
for my coming to you, . As
probably, may be you know an economic
situation in our country,
simply it's awful, and at our bar don't give
the salary to work personal
during a long time. Our government
explains it to those that
simply they don't have a money, it's a
difficult financial situation,
and they don't have a recourses on the
salary for the any kind of the
job in total. My dearest, my love , I
have a great desire to come to
you, to see you at last and only
recourses separate us from each
another. I love you so much, honey,
and I don't want to lose you.
Nobody can't help me with it. Of course,
I asked my parents and friends
to help me with this charges on the
necessary documents for my
coming, but my mother and father doesn't
have such money though they
would like to help us.
My dearest ****, in generally
I'll need for 490 US dollars. It's
certainly large money, you
probably have thought what is it more than
the total price of the visa and
visa's registration, but I will must
to get the foreign passport too
of course the price of which is 170
US
dollars. Also I will need to
pay for medical exams too, it will be 100
dollars.
By the way aunt Svetlana will
try to find the cheaper prices of the air
ticket for the fling to you. I
want to ask you,**** , what is the
nearest airport
from your city? Also, please,
tell me about the approximate
price of the airplane ticket too, ok?
Please, aunt Svetlana will need
this datas! As Svetlana will try to find a
cheaper airticket! I so happy
from this so happy news from aunt
Svetlana!
But now, at first, my ****, I
will must to begin a process of the
registration of all necessary
documents, in total I will need 490 US
dollars as I said. My dearest
****, if you will send me
this so necessary funds for
this documents, it will be better to do
through a system of
Western
Union , I have interested about this at my
relatives. As the relatives
have said me, Western Union is the
beterest and fast transfer
system in the world. Also my love
,
you will need in some datas
from me, you will need my full name, if
you remember
My name
Nadezhda
My surname
Ibraeva
My address:
Russia
, city of
Kazan
,
street Decembrists 5-15
My dearest ****, I want to ask
you, when you will sent this
recourses 490 dollars, it will
be necessary for me, that you must to
send me an important
information which required at a parcel of money.
As to me have told, it is the
control number which consist of 10 digits
(Money Transfer Control
Number-MTCN). This number you will have in the
receipt which work operator
will give you. My dearest ****, you
will must to send me this so
important data in e-mail. Without this
data MTCN I willn't can to get
the recourses which are necessary for
my coming to you my dear. My
love ****, I understand
completely that it's a large
money, but to me any more on whom I can
to rely and on this I ask you
about your help with this charges. My
love
, we are me and you love each other very much
and we will
together, simply, I sure in it
my darling !!!
I'm waiting and
I'm dreaming for a moment of
our meeting in your airport my
!
I will cry in this moment, when
I will leave from an air gangway and
when I will see you my
, because it will from our happiness my
love. I close my eyes and I am
imagining about this so happy
picture. My love, I dream as we
will live together my darling, to go
for a walk, keeping for our
hands my love ****. I want that you
will show me your native land,
a places where you like to go for a
walk and where you like to
spend a more of your time, also I want to
get acquainted with your
relatives and closest friends so much! I want
to be with you very much, so
much my love ****! I love you ****,
and I miss you my dearest love ! My dear
, I want to say to you
that I have spoke with my mom
and dad about us again and again,
especially about my coming to
you! I want to say to you that my family
have so many happy smiles for
us and they approve our close love feelings
with you my ****, they are so
happy because we love each other very much,
simply they have said me that
we will happy with you and they wish us a
large happiness together! They
see my feelings and my happiness from our
love with you, and they
understand me that we with you can't without each
other and wish us a great love
in this time and our future life too! Simply
great greetings from my family
to you,****, please, accept the love
from my parents, they love you
as a relative son! Well, my love ****,
let me to end my e-mail my
dearest ****, I'm waiting for
your messages so much my love
!!!I to not have phone!!!!
I love you my darling
!!!!!!!
many many my warm kisses and
hugs for you!
forever,
your love See
you
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